Monday, March 23, 2009 Y
These few days was slacking at mum's place, which i felt great. i can do whatever i want, & i don't have to live under ppl's nose. i had decided to move back to mum's place, my own home. i had yet to tell him, but i know he won't be happy. Cos he isn't happy that i had been staying at yishun for the past few days. He even said that his house is my house, wherelse yishun is my "niang jia". i get to see davier everyday =) he is so cute can.
look at his meaty thighs
11:05 AM -
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i might lose everything after today. things had became much more complicated than before. i fear for e outcome, as well as preparing myself to accept e worst. would all these end our relationship of 4.5yrs? i felt hurt, disappointment & depressed. i duno am i right for doing all i had done? or in ur point of view, im all wrong? its gonna b a long night for me. r u feeling all hatred against me or do u regret ur actions? i duno. im lost. wat will we become after today? i hope i had did e best in whichever ways. i hope tt i had made e right decision. im so useless. i cant even handle my own problems. oways needed e help of others. i may appear to be strong n happy on e surface, which e facts im not. i hope they were standing with me, or perhaps that's wat i tot. should i let go? or i had persevere too much? it had been a long battle for me, i wan it to end, regardless of e outcome. im struggling.
1:06 AM -
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Saturday, March 21, 2009 Y
A very beautiful rainbow after the storm outside my house today. Will my life be the same as this rainbow after all the havocs? A series of unfortunate events happened this few days which i do not wish to elaborate further anymore. i lost my soul. The world is crashing down on me.
9:11 PM -
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Thursday, March 19, 2009 Y
Today is a very special day for Long & Stephanie. Cos it's their big day, a very happy & joyous occasion. The brothers are darn 'steady' & 'on' when it comes to the sabo-ing. All of us had a very tired but happy day =) Congrats to Melvin & Stephanie!!!
the sisters 
sabo time
the very "on" brothers
groom eating chilli padi popiah
what are they doing?
the groom experiencing the 4th stage of sabotage, reading his promises we created
utterly sweet moment
Mr & Mrs Sim
the sisters
2:23 AM -
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